Hey, why not have a little talk right here?
So,
It was a tough day,and the things that happened were not bearable for your heart, right?
But you're still here, telling yourself to smile and keep up with life as if nothing happened.
Do you think it's fine?
Do you think it's fine to lie to yourself?
Some people will advise you to fake it because no one cares right?
But you have to care! Cause the World is too cold to expect anything from, but you my love are the only one who knows what's going on inside you.
Isn't it you who's trying to find comfort in people and ends up getting hurt?
You know why that's happening?
It's 'cause there's a void within you and you're expecting anyone else to fill it.
Do you think you're not capable enough to fill it yourself?
You are! There's nothing you can't do.
You gotta feel complete yourself first cause the only pure kind of love is self-love.
Wait, have you been told that thinking of yourself is called selfishness?
Well if that's the case, know it isn't.
If not you then who else is gonna love you?
If not you then who else is gonna think of you?
You don't have to stop loving yourself for the sake of others.
You might be thinking about how to fill the void right?
Okay, it's not something you just say and happen.
It's a process (yeah a long one)
But you have to cherish the little things in life (they're not ACTUALLY little though)
Well this is hard done than said
But atleast you can believe in yourself right?
Time carries some magic, if not today, you'll be happy one day for sure.
You're not okay today, so don't act like you are because one day you'll be so good that you won't even need to say it!
(Be a believer, that's the key)
Well, your day, that's still hurting you and you're constantly trying to escape.
Moving out of a toxic environment is not that easy!
And running away from it won't solve the problem either.
But that thing has ruined your every day for so long right?
Here, observe closely
You have been trying to escape from things daily but the problems still come in your way...
How about facing the things you're afraid of?
You haven't tried it yet I know
You'll obviously get panicked at first but your fears are in your mind only
Once you face them,
they seem like nothing but a task you gotta fulfill!
Okay, and I'm not saying that you have to stay in a toxic environment!
Once you face the fears and win at them,
Slowly you'll get out of it!
You might have some more bad days ahead
'Cause things don't change overnight.
As I said, it's a process and you have to be a believer!
Lastly, don't be hopeless on your bad days cause the good days aren't far!
So now, tell yourself that you're going to give your SELF all the love it deserves and not going to fake it until you actually make it!
Not sure if I made you feel even a little better but all I can say is, once you start the process of self-love, the control is in your hands. It's never too late to start a new journey. Just go for it!
Well, you're a part of the universe and hence, from the immense amount of love the universe contains, there's a share for you too!
Now, bye!
Start your journey, will meet you sometime and have a conversation about your day:)
